Am I re-living my teens and twenties?- just a thought!

                                                                             

Just this morning, while I was musing over recent events , I realized there was a change in me and 

this song came into my mind. I remember choosing this song as a theme song for my 50th birthday...remembering every person who did something for me to make my life more meaningful, bearable and full!

"You Decorated My Life" by Kenny Roger's

All my life was a paper

What's plain, pure and white

Till the balance was right

Till you moved with your pen

Changing mood now and then

Then you added some music

Every note was in place

And anybody could see

All the changes in me

By the look on my face

And you decorated my life

Created a world where dreams are apart

And you decorated my life

By painting your love all over my heart

You decorated my life

Like a rhyme with no reason

And an unfinished song

There was no harmony

Life meant nothing to me

Until you came along

Then you came along

Then you brought out the colors

What a gentle surprise

How I'm able to see all the things life can be

Shining soft in your eyes 

It also reminded me of the many silly things I did and of l love that filled my heart .

 There also those thoughts that came  crashing like the infatuations and the feelings related to  rejection and those anxious moments..

the hopelessness and sometimes desperation...! And then the calm.....thoughts of assurance and peace ...the positive thoughts and feelings that come with words of  encouragement that were spoken to me by my confidants!